I get these every now and again. This one was rather different as I was walking to the Post Office - an interesting walk involving crossing the rail tracks! It was sunny, mildly warm and there was the faint smell of blossom in the air and it reminded me of my first house and how exciting it had been, that amazing feeling of the beginning of a new journey and a new adventure and being full of hope and looking forward to my life. Of course this was with Mrs. F. at the time and I came across some photos of us in those early days. How things changed and how sad I felt that we should have ended up like this.
I was sad because I can imagine how she feels but then again, I doubt she imagines how I feel. I was happy enough today otherwise. Of course apprehensive about Friday but that's only to be expected really. I know that I feel well and that things appear to have been going well.
I find myself in a good frame of mind but I find that I miss my friend H very much - we are in touch but haven't met for 8 months or more now and she means so much to me. Maybe we will get a chance later this year? I'd like to hope so. No - it's not what you think :-)
The business is keeping me busy but I find, like most things these days, there's always something that doesn't quite work - my software needs upgrading as the stuff I have doesn't quite do what I want it to. No problems just means I need to do some more practice that's all.
Doing the work and running the business is going to be interesting I think. I haven't tried (yet) but will do, running concurrence tests for video and scanning and perhaps editing and burning all at the same time to see how it goes.
Things are a little frustrating as the software never is intuitive - either that or I'm thick :-) It's a matter of trial and error and documenting the best way to do things. It will all come out in the wash as they say. Speaking of which I did my ironing today and I'm getting quite domesticated.
Wednesday, March 05, 2014
Tuesday, March 04, 2014
Ramping Up Ready For Friday
I bought my Ibuprofen and Paracetamol today along with some bottled water and have got my stress balls out ready, charged up my MP3 player and got my bag ready. I always did like to get things sorted early. I'm not as cranky as I thought might be but I definitely feel a little apprehensive and yet in many ways I am confident that I shouldn't have a recurrence. I just hope they don't thump into my bladder wall again and make it look like a false positive that would be annoying.
I've done my washing and shopping today and we've got rid of loads and loads of cardboard and rubbish. I'm just waiting now for Flocky to give me the go ahead to put my stuff in the Attic and I can almost be clear at last.
I've been doing some more experiments today setting up Camcorder to DVD burner and to PC and changing aspect ratios and burning discs. It's all part of a learning curve. I wish that I had documented this a few years back when I did it last time.
I've done my washing and shopping today and we've got rid of loads and loads of cardboard and rubbish. I'm just waiting now for Flocky to give me the go ahead to put my stuff in the Attic and I can almost be clear at last.
I've been doing some more experiments today setting up Camcorder to DVD burner and to PC and changing aspect ratios and burning discs. It's all part of a learning curve. I wish that I had documented this a few years back when I did it last time.
Monday, March 03, 2014
A BBC Report on Bladder Cancer
It is often the case that I talk to people about bladder cancer and they are unaware of it and don't realise that, in men, it is the 4th most prevalent cancer overall it is 7th in men and women.
The article "Why is no one talking about bladder cancer?" starts to address this. What is surprising is that survival rates aren't going the way of other cancers. It is very treatable with the right surgery and drugs. It shouldn't be a mystery but it still is.
The article "Why is no one talking about bladder cancer?" starts to address this. What is surprising is that survival rates aren't going the way of other cancers. It is very treatable with the right surgery and drugs. It shouldn't be a mystery but it still is.
Scanning FInally Gets Underway
It's fun to start to learn how to scan in a variety of items including photos, negatives and slides. It sure takes time to get into the groove but then I've only been doing it this afternoon. Finally my office is becoming a production centre. There's just too little space compared to my old home office. Mind you, this will do I just have to be very clean and very tidy that's all.
It is strange how Friday is looming large in my mind but I shouldn't be worried as I have no symptoms or at least I don't think I do. Let's hope that it will all be clear once again and that I can get on with my life and have that behind me. It's no use worrying but the flashbacks aren't great at all. I don't know how you ever stop those.
I do like being in the present most of the time - I can see that it is a bit difficult to always be there as it would be good not to worry about things. I am not worried at the moment about anything other than changing my lifestyle a little bit more and losing some of the weight I gained over Christmas. I am losing it but I just need to make sure that I don't have too much beer. I seem to have been out drinking for weeks although it probably isn't.
Anyway - let's see how I get on on Friday and take it from there.
It is strange how Friday is looming large in my mind but I shouldn't be worried as I have no symptoms or at least I don't think I do. Let's hope that it will all be clear once again and that I can get on with my life and have that behind me. It's no use worrying but the flashbacks aren't great at all. I don't know how you ever stop those.
I do like being in the present most of the time - I can see that it is a bit difficult to always be there as it would be good not to worry about things. I am not worried at the moment about anything other than changing my lifestyle a little bit more and losing some of the weight I gained over Christmas. I am losing it but I just need to make sure that I don't have too much beer. I seem to have been out drinking for weeks although it probably isn't.
Anyway - let's see how I get on on Friday and take it from there.
Sunday, March 02, 2014
Sugar - Once Again
HERE is an article in the Daily Mail - not my favourite newspaper but nevertheless this is worth reading. The subtitle is "For four decades we've been led to believe that fat is the ultimate food enemy, but we've been fed a lie: the real danger is sweet, addictive – and found in almost everything we eat"
It is one of the biggest things I could ever recommend. Stay away from the stuff it's pretty nasty as are most of the Carbs we shove into our bodies.
Here are the key opening sentences:
"So what do you know about eating and getting fat? If you’re the average British person then it’s probably something along these lines: eating too much fat will make me obese, clog up my arteries and lead to a heart attack, so I should follow a low-fat diet and eat lots of fruit and vegetables.
Wrong. While you were busy fretting over your saturated fats and dietary cholesterols, there was a far more potent food nasty lurking in your kitchen: sugar. The amount of sugar we eat is now being blamed not just for the obesity epidemic but for heart disease, type 2 diabetes and soaring cancer rates. It’s not just the excess calories we’re consuming; the problem lies in the way we metabolise sugar.
‘We have been sold an absolute lie about food and health,’ says Zoë Harcombe, nutritionist and author of The Obesity Epidemic. ‘It has been put about since the 1970s that fat was the bad guy, yet the only fats we know to be harmful are trans fats, and these are almost exclusively man-made. If the fat occurs naturally then it’s fine – no exceptions. Sugar, on the other hand, when added to food, is almost uniformly bad.’"
It is one of the biggest things I could ever recommend. Stay away from the stuff it's pretty nasty as are most of the Carbs we shove into our bodies.
Here are the key opening sentences:
"So what do you know about eating and getting fat? If you’re the average British person then it’s probably something along these lines: eating too much fat will make me obese, clog up my arteries and lead to a heart attack, so I should follow a low-fat diet and eat lots of fruit and vegetables.
Wrong. While you were busy fretting over your saturated fats and dietary cholesterols, there was a far more potent food nasty lurking in your kitchen: sugar. The amount of sugar we eat is now being blamed not just for the obesity epidemic but for heart disease, type 2 diabetes and soaring cancer rates. It’s not just the excess calories we’re consuming; the problem lies in the way we metabolise sugar.
‘We have been sold an absolute lie about food and health,’ says Zoë Harcombe, nutritionist and author of The Obesity Epidemic. ‘It has been put about since the 1970s that fat was the bad guy, yet the only fats we know to be harmful are trans fats, and these are almost exclusively man-made. If the fat occurs naturally then it’s fine – no exceptions. Sugar, on the other hand, when added to food, is almost uniformly bad.’"
Flashbacks
Not an unusual thing to happen given how nasty it all was. I tend to do very well these days and don't worry about living after cancer as much as I used to. Events, like this check up bring it all back in little flashbacks, they are like mini panic attacks and I was in the shower and suddenly I was back after my first operation lying in a bed all connected up with tubes and bits. It sure makes me shudder.
I do hope that they find nothing once again and it just allows me to move on and move further. The longer you have no recurrences. Of course the last couple of these I've had, I've ended up going in for an operation and both times they've found nothing. That's probably also why I'm feeling a bit wobbly about it.
I do hope that they find nothing once again and it just allows me to move on and move further. The longer you have no recurrences. Of course the last couple of these I've had, I've ended up going in for an operation and both times they've found nothing. That's probably also why I'm feeling a bit wobbly about it.
Saturday, March 01, 2014
Cystoscopy 7th March
Well the letter was posted a good few days ago but only arrived yesterday at the old house and Mrs. F. quickly called me over to come and get the letter - it is at a clinic I've not been to before and off site in a Private Hospital so hopefully I can get parked up and get the procedure done. It looks to be my consultant who is doing it so I'm hopeful that all will be OK.
Of course I'm all kranky at the moment as it does that to me. I know it will be OK and I just need to work on getting up early enough to get over to this place. I'd rather be there too early as it is an 08:30 appointment so it's half way over to Croydon during the rush hour - Perfect :-) (sarc).
So anyway I don't have long to ponder it and I need to remind myself to get myself together for it. Seeing a friend of mine last night who had his esophagus removed reminded me of how ill I had been and in so many ways, it is probably only now that I truly start to realise the horror of it all because at the time whilst it frightens you the enormity isn't always entirely obvious.
My keyboard arrived and mouse and the software is loaded and I am ready to go. I need to do some more tidying up though before then. Wish me luck, I can hardly believe the amount of stuff I have to do.
Of course I'm all kranky at the moment as it does that to me. I know it will be OK and I just need to work on getting up early enough to get over to this place. I'd rather be there too early as it is an 08:30 appointment so it's half way over to Croydon during the rush hour - Perfect :-) (sarc).
So anyway I don't have long to ponder it and I need to remind myself to get myself together for it. Seeing a friend of mine last night who had his esophagus removed reminded me of how ill I had been and in so many ways, it is probably only now that I truly start to realise the horror of it all because at the time whilst it frightens you the enormity isn't always entirely obvious.
My keyboard arrived and mouse and the software is loaded and I am ready to go. I need to do some more tidying up though before then. Wish me luck, I can hardly believe the amount of stuff I have to do.
Friday, February 28, 2014
All Quiet At The Moment
I doubt that it will be for very long though. I haven't got my mouse and keyboard yet and so cannot get cracking on with the setup of the key components of the business. Never mind I am not climbing the walls and neither am I at all upset about it for what purpose would that have.
I quite like the new me. I don't get all stressed and beat myself up over things that are trivial. So if this stuff doesn't turn up I stick in a complaint and I get in my car, drive up the road and go and get a mouse and keyboard - it's no big deal. It's nothing to get all upset about at all.
The house is looking cluttered and tomorrow I will set to and clear away all the cardboard and also bits and start to do some serious culling of stuff that I just don't use and that I am unlikely to use. That should give me the impetus to tackle throwing out clothes and other things as well.
For now I'm working on the website and the content, graphics and some of the basic forms that make up the site. I've partly done the work so it is topping and tailing it which is needed.
It's very strange to not be worried about things. I've got to remember to keep myself in check with things like spending and the like as I have limited funds but other than that I now realise that things aren't going to matter with a day here or there and that there are plenty of things to be getting on with.
So it's a bit quiet at the moment and I expect that it will all start to come together as of this time next week.
I quite like the new me. I don't get all stressed and beat myself up over things that are trivial. So if this stuff doesn't turn up I stick in a complaint and I get in my car, drive up the road and go and get a mouse and keyboard - it's no big deal. It's nothing to get all upset about at all.
The house is looking cluttered and tomorrow I will set to and clear away all the cardboard and also bits and start to do some serious culling of stuff that I just don't use and that I am unlikely to use. That should give me the impetus to tackle throwing out clothes and other things as well.
For now I'm working on the website and the content, graphics and some of the basic forms that make up the site. I've partly done the work so it is topping and tailing it which is needed.
It's very strange to not be worried about things. I've got to remember to keep myself in check with things like spending and the like as I have limited funds but other than that I now realise that things aren't going to matter with a day here or there and that there are plenty of things to be getting on with.
So it's a bit quiet at the moment and I expect that it will all start to come together as of this time next week.
Thursday, February 27, 2014
Sorting Stuff Out
It is against our nature to throw things away but I'm certainly going to be doing that shortly. I have lots of clothes that I don't wear. Coffee machines that are past their sell by date and stuff that I am unlikely to ever use again. I have hundreds of DVD and CD software titles and I don't use them and I am unlikely to either. It looks great a collection of software titles but they are out of date and you can get most things these days on the Internet. It hardly seems worth keeping them really.
My old Microsoft Developer kits are likewise only of use to me as they were licensed to me. I doubt that it is worth me giving them to anyone as the licenses aren't valid. I just have to destroy them. It's getting a grip and realising that they are worthless now and have served their purpose. They are no use, you will not use them again and even if you did need them (which is highly unlikely) you can probably download something more up to date from the web.
It's getting into that mindset that I have to achieve. I hate to see some of the stuff go but go it has to. I need the room and it is taking up valuable space.
My old Microsoft Developer kits are likewise only of use to me as they were licensed to me. I doubt that it is worth me giving them to anyone as the licenses aren't valid. I just have to destroy them. It's getting a grip and realising that they are worthless now and have served their purpose. They are no use, you will not use them again and even if you did need them (which is highly unlikely) you can probably download something more up to date from the web.
It's getting into that mindset that I have to achieve. I hate to see some of the stuff go but go it has to. I need the room and it is taking up valuable space.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Four weeks and all is well
I find that I'm a very happy chappy at the moment. I've been really quite bright with just a few small dips into my past. I soon rectify the way I think about the past because I realise that it IS the right thing that I am doing. It is difficult for Mrs. F. but I haven't gone out of my way to contact her really and I feel bad about that but what are you supposed to do at a time like this? I'd like to call and make sure she is OK but that's mixed messages.
So with that proviso I am pretty much as happy as I've been in a long time. I love the house, the area and the people. There's not much not to like about it apart from the sheer amount of money I've got through this past month, I never thought I'd go through that much so fast but of course there are loads of things I don't have and had to buy and the office equipment is pretty expensive too but now I've got it, things should start to look up and tomorrow I should have the last bits of the puzzle and be able to set up my two major scanners.
Then I'm ready to go and I was pleased that a friend of mine has let me use his address to receive post and act as a trading address. That's great from my point of view and I help him out by going to his business breakfast club so that's the "pay".
I'm hoping that within the week I will be able to get everything together for the business and start doing some small work to get my hand in.
So with that proviso I am pretty much as happy as I've been in a long time. I love the house, the area and the people. There's not much not to like about it apart from the sheer amount of money I've got through this past month, I never thought I'd go through that much so fast but of course there are loads of things I don't have and had to buy and the office equipment is pretty expensive too but now I've got it, things should start to look up and tomorrow I should have the last bits of the puzzle and be able to set up my two major scanners.
Then I'm ready to go and I was pleased that a friend of mine has let me use his address to receive post and act as a trading address. That's great from my point of view and I help him out by going to his business breakfast club so that's the "pay".
I'm hoping that within the week I will be able to get everything together for the business and start doing some small work to get my hand in.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Is it really 4 weeks?
It feels longer somehow but it is strange to remember that we moved in with a few possessions and now we can hardly move for boxes and detritus :-) I will be culling some of my stuff - my beloved coffee machine for one. It is great but really I can't keep it as I only use it occasionally these days and for filter coffee I have cafetieres coming out of my ears. I have a Tassimo machine which doesn't need the high levels of maintenance that my old machine does.
I've lots of boxes of things like software that in reality I don't actually need in my office. I look back and I've used them what? Twice in the last year if that! Stuff has to go or be stored away. I think that it is pretty much a case of being ruthless with things. DId I ever use those bits I kept from the installation of the first kitchen that I held on to "just in case"? No of course I didn't and there are so many things like that. My clothes are also a case in point they too have a life of storage and not usage. I think I could wear shirts and trousers for at least 2 months looking at what I have. I don't need that many shirts and trousers. Other stuff is way past its sell by date.
Today was slightly disappointing in as much as I got my new PC which is massive and great and wonderful but there was no keyboard and mouse so I have no idea if it works or not. I'll have to wait for them to arrive and then try it out. What a nuisance but these days I'm not upset or annoyed or throwing my toys out of the pram or anything like that. It just isn't necessary these days.
Flocky finally completed on his house today and for him it was a strange and poignant day and I'm not surprised it surely must be when you finally walk away from your house and your past life. It is a shock to the system and suddenly all the things you've planned have arrived and you aren't sure about it. It's what you want but today it is real.
It made me think about when I returned to the house on Saturday. I don't miss it at all, it's one of the good things about being an INTJ really. There's a switch that says "OK, that's over let's get on with things as they are now". My "new" life is just beginning - hell it's only a few weeks old but I am happy, confident and content. Sure things aren't happening quite like I wanted but there's a piece of me that says - if things slip a day or two it isn't the end of the world, it's just they way it is. I would be a nervous wreck in the old days and be upset and angry and aggressive. Now? I just let it happen it isn't any use getting angry or upset with things. I can't do anything about it other than wait for when it arrives - like my bed - it arrived three days later than I thought it was going to but it makes sleeping in it all the better :-) It's a real treat, it is lovely and comfortable and warm. It is what I wanted (almost I really fancied the designer bed but it was impractical) :-)
Soon, in a few days I will have everything I believe I need to start my business properly and get it working. I need to do some practice and make sure I know my trade and my business. Then I will launch it and hopefully start making some money - I need to repay my investments. Again though, I am not worried about this. I believe I have enough streetwise moves to make this business viable. I have been planning and thinking about it for some years. Now is the time to nail the opportunity.
SO 4 weeks today since we moved, hardly believable really. Later we will be going up to London to meet a friend who owns a pub. He has a free evening of Oysters and I believe it is either Gin or Vodka - I will find out tomorrow. We can see how our local station and the fast trains to London work out for us too. Looking forward to it - that's the thing these days. I used to dread leaving the house and now I still have a little fear but I am looking forward to going to this pub and enjoying an evening out with some good friends. Flocky and our mate MB will be there. Oysters! Love them.. :-)
I've lots of boxes of things like software that in reality I don't actually need in my office. I look back and I've used them what? Twice in the last year if that! Stuff has to go or be stored away. I think that it is pretty much a case of being ruthless with things. DId I ever use those bits I kept from the installation of the first kitchen that I held on to "just in case"? No of course I didn't and there are so many things like that. My clothes are also a case in point they too have a life of storage and not usage. I think I could wear shirts and trousers for at least 2 months looking at what I have. I don't need that many shirts and trousers. Other stuff is way past its sell by date.
Today was slightly disappointing in as much as I got my new PC which is massive and great and wonderful but there was no keyboard and mouse so I have no idea if it works or not. I'll have to wait for them to arrive and then try it out. What a nuisance but these days I'm not upset or annoyed or throwing my toys out of the pram or anything like that. It just isn't necessary these days.
Flocky finally completed on his house today and for him it was a strange and poignant day and I'm not surprised it surely must be when you finally walk away from your house and your past life. It is a shock to the system and suddenly all the things you've planned have arrived and you aren't sure about it. It's what you want but today it is real.
It made me think about when I returned to the house on Saturday. I don't miss it at all, it's one of the good things about being an INTJ really. There's a switch that says "OK, that's over let's get on with things as they are now". My "new" life is just beginning - hell it's only a few weeks old but I am happy, confident and content. Sure things aren't happening quite like I wanted but there's a piece of me that says - if things slip a day or two it isn't the end of the world, it's just they way it is. I would be a nervous wreck in the old days and be upset and angry and aggressive. Now? I just let it happen it isn't any use getting angry or upset with things. I can't do anything about it other than wait for when it arrives - like my bed - it arrived three days later than I thought it was going to but it makes sleeping in it all the better :-) It's a real treat, it is lovely and comfortable and warm. It is what I wanted (almost I really fancied the designer bed but it was impractical) :-)
Soon, in a few days I will have everything I believe I need to start my business properly and get it working. I need to do some practice and make sure I know my trade and my business. Then I will launch it and hopefully start making some money - I need to repay my investments. Again though, I am not worried about this. I believe I have enough streetwise moves to make this business viable. I have been planning and thinking about it for some years. Now is the time to nail the opportunity.
SO 4 weeks today since we moved, hardly believable really. Later we will be going up to London to meet a friend who owns a pub. He has a free evening of Oysters and I believe it is either Gin or Vodka - I will find out tomorrow. We can see how our local station and the fast trains to London work out for us too. Looking forward to it - that's the thing these days. I used to dread leaving the house and now I still have a little fear but I am looking forward to going to this pub and enjoying an evening out with some good friends. Flocky and our mate MB will be there. Oysters! Love them.. :-)
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Back To A Real Bed
It was great to sleep in a large bed again. The put you up is great and is ideal for a night or two but the new bed is great and the mattress also seems to be excellent. Having taken the sensible option and gone for the storage bed I can see there is plenty of space to put things and so I need to arrange a time to go and sort out my clothes. I'm putting it off a bit because I know that I really need to throw a lot of my clothes out as I never wear them. I've my clothes from when I was slimmer than I am now and those can be stored easily enough but there are some things that, frankly, I'm never going to wear again so they can go to the clothes bank which is where I am going in a short while. I need to get some shopping and I also need to get some fuel for the car too.
I quite enjoy going shopping but put it off this past week but that too is OK as I used up every last bit of food I bought :-) I don't buy a lot but it is enough to live on and I don't tend to have very much other than protein and vegetables and fat in the form of cheese, butter and cream. I've actually noticed that I've lost quite a few pounds since 2 weeks ago as I couldn't fit into a shirt then that easily did up. I just now need to keep that momentum up but I'm now not going for the drastic measures I did this time last year. If there's a pint of beer on offer, as there was yesterday then I'll have it but otherwise I'll be drinking soda water which is actually quite nice.
On my own last night and today - not to worry I will go shopping and I have some washing on the go and I will probably take myself off for a walk and stumble into one or two of the pubs in the village as I did last week. If it stops raining I might wear my new shoes which are absolute rascals. They are brown brogue boots! They look great with my cream trousers or a pair of jeans... All part of my new image of myself.
I quite enjoy going shopping but put it off this past week but that too is OK as I used up every last bit of food I bought :-) I don't buy a lot but it is enough to live on and I don't tend to have very much other than protein and vegetables and fat in the form of cheese, butter and cream. I've actually noticed that I've lost quite a few pounds since 2 weeks ago as I couldn't fit into a shirt then that easily did up. I just now need to keep that momentum up but I'm now not going for the drastic measures I did this time last year. If there's a pint of beer on offer, as there was yesterday then I'll have it but otherwise I'll be drinking soda water which is actually quite nice.
On my own last night and today - not to worry I will go shopping and I have some washing on the go and I will probably take myself off for a walk and stumble into one or two of the pubs in the village as I did last week. If it stops raining I might wear my new shoes which are absolute rascals. They are brown brogue boots! They look great with my cream trousers or a pair of jeans... All part of my new image of myself.
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Nice to get out
We were out in Surrey last night at a meeting and then this morning to out own Lodge meeting. The sun shone, the birds sang and the meeting was great and I finished my last speech in the Lodge (as far as I know that is) and will retire to the bench.
So I was driving so no no drinking and I had to pop back to the house. I saw Mrs. F. and we exchanged pleasantries - there was some correspondence for me and I picked up the slides, videos and photos so that I can start to practice those next week. I am feeling quite keen on launching in the next month as I feel that is a realistic target. Certainly people I spoke to today were quite keen to get involved in it.
Getting back to Mrs. F. I did offer not to go when she was there but she felt it was going to be OK she did look red eyed and I felt very sad myself, still do I actually feel quite upset and knew I would. My sympathetic and charitable side wanted so much to give her a hug but that sends out all the wrong signals.
I feel quite encouraged that people are so supportive of me and many came up and commiserated with me and so many wondered if it was beyond repair. I wonder whether it would ever have been repairable? I don't know - I really don't know. I felt that sympathetic I almost considered it.
Of course - I'm my usual bright and cheerful self which probably didn't help the situation much either.
I guess time will resolve this and I can throw myself into work and see how it goes from there.
So I was driving so no no drinking and I had to pop back to the house. I saw Mrs. F. and we exchanged pleasantries - there was some correspondence for me and I picked up the slides, videos and photos so that I can start to practice those next week. I am feeling quite keen on launching in the next month as I feel that is a realistic target. Certainly people I spoke to today were quite keen to get involved in it.
Getting back to Mrs. F. I did offer not to go when she was there but she felt it was going to be OK she did look red eyed and I felt very sad myself, still do I actually feel quite upset and knew I would. My sympathetic and charitable side wanted so much to give her a hug but that sends out all the wrong signals.
I feel quite encouraged that people are so supportive of me and many came up and commiserated with me and so many wondered if it was beyond repair. I wonder whether it would ever have been repairable? I don't know - I really don't know. I felt that sympathetic I almost considered it.
Of course - I'm my usual bright and cheerful self which probably didn't help the situation much either.
I guess time will resolve this and I can throw myself into work and see how it goes from there.
Business Cards Arrived and TV Installed
It all takes time doesn't it? It's taken a long time to get here and that's almost to the point of being able to practice and slowly launch the business. It's taking a little time but I haven't been here 4 weeks yet and so by that anniversary (next Tuesday) I should have the PC which is arriving on Monday and the final odds and sods to have enough together to run my first jobs. These will be on my mum's photos to start with followed by hundreds of my own negatives, slides and videos. I have already realised that I need to document my processes and run quality checks as I made a few errors in the VHS to DVD transfers today. I have to say that the CD and DVD printer is looking great - I like it and have already sorted out the design for that.
My business cards are great - I love them and have 500 to be getting on with. They have the Black background on one side and my contact details on the other - the black really makes the logo leap off the card.
Hopefully on Monday I can get the PC installed and set up (it will take a long time it always does). The main thing is that it doesn't concern me like it used to. In the old days I'd be upset about it and annoyed and now I know that it will happen in its own good time. That's the way of it.
I am out later today to a meeting and have to go past the house on the way home so I will pop in and See Mrs. F. for a short time. I haven't seen her since I moved here. I have mixed feelings about that. I need to pick up my letters and then also pick up my photos, negatives, videos and other bits so I can start to practice my craft on my own stuff prior to unleashing myself on an unsuspecting public.
Still reeling from the amount of money I've just spent on equipment but it is needed and if I'm going to run a business then I am going to need to do it. Again, I felt some slight twangs about doing it but when I think about it I know that I need to have made this spend. There are some more things that I'd like but I can't see myself getting these until I need them and they should be available and they aren't anywhere near the cost of the stuff I've got so far.
My business cards are great - I love them and have 500 to be getting on with. They have the Black background on one side and my contact details on the other - the black really makes the logo leap off the card.
Hopefully on Monday I can get the PC installed and set up (it will take a long time it always does). The main thing is that it doesn't concern me like it used to. In the old days I'd be upset about it and annoyed and now I know that it will happen in its own good time. That's the way of it.
I am out later today to a meeting and have to go past the house on the way home so I will pop in and See Mrs. F. for a short time. I haven't seen her since I moved here. I have mixed feelings about that. I need to pick up my letters and then also pick up my photos, negatives, videos and other bits so I can start to practice my craft on my own stuff prior to unleashing myself on an unsuspecting public.
Still reeling from the amount of money I've just spent on equipment but it is needed and if I'm going to run a business then I am going to need to do it. Again, I felt some slight twangs about doing it but when I think about it I know that I need to have made this spend. There are some more things that I'd like but I can't see myself getting these until I need them and they should be available and they aren't anywhere near the cost of the stuff I've got so far.
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Just the PC to go
It's a bit frustrating but I'll have to wait until the PC arrives which will probably me Monday now. That's no problems at all really. I have the scanners and printers all in now but need to wait until the big PC is here to connect them up although I could set up the small printer as it is a network one I suppose.
It's an interesting thing that now I have all the equipment here the room looks crowded but it's workable. I'll have to just be very clean and tidy to operate within the confines of the office. These days with electronic gadgets it should be pretty easy to get to almost paperless I would have hoped.
I've done my ironing for today and that's all sorted out. I'm awaiting the connection kit for my bed which I hope will come in the next few days. I need to then work out where to put all the heavy duty boxes for my computers, scanners and monitors! They take up lots of space on their own. Once the bed is in it has storage underneath it so I should be able to make the best of that and make some more room - at the moment I've got one room full of bits of bed and an office where I've made room by putting stuff outside which needs to come back in again. It will get done but I need to get the PC in first and then I can work out how things will fit around the remainder of the space.
I listed all my office purchases and no wonder I was wincing at the money depletion - I've spent close to £1,000 more than I had originally intended but the main thing is that without that sort of spend I couldn't hope to operate a professional business in an efficient manner.
It's an interesting thing that now I have all the equipment here the room looks crowded but it's workable. I'll have to just be very clean and tidy to operate within the confines of the office. These days with electronic gadgets it should be pretty easy to get to almost paperless I would have hoped.
I've done my ironing for today and that's all sorted out. I'm awaiting the connection kit for my bed which I hope will come in the next few days. I need to then work out where to put all the heavy duty boxes for my computers, scanners and monitors! They take up lots of space on their own. Once the bed is in it has storage underneath it so I should be able to make the best of that and make some more room - at the moment I've got one room full of bits of bed and an office where I've made room by putting stuff outside which needs to come back in again. It will get done but I need to get the PC in first and then I can work out how things will fit around the remainder of the space.
I listed all my office purchases and no wonder I was wincing at the money depletion - I've spent close to £1,000 more than I had originally intended but the main thing is that without that sort of spend I couldn't hope to operate a professional business in an efficient manner.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Put The Kibosh On That Then
Damn it my bed has some of the bolts missing - what a bummer. Have had to write to them to get me some more bolts and nuts down here. Trouble was I had to strip and move my put you up and so had stripped the bed and pillows and moved everything around the room and you guessed it I've had to move it all back again. Then had to remake the bed etc and then move all the stuff around the room so I can get in and out again!
On the upside all sorts of stuff is happening tomorrow - most of my scanners are arriving alongside my monitors but alas not my main scanner nor the PC to drive them. Hopefully the PC will be here early next week and the remainder of the equipment is due this week. Lord alone knows how it is all going to fit in my office - I think I know. I will have to do some serious thinking about how I can achieve it.
I've ordered my business cards (which don't have an address on them) and I need to set up my email accounts. I also need to sort out my trading address. It's all good fun.
That's the thing, having fun and enjoying it. I'm trying to keep it all light even the disappointment of the bed didn't make me angry - it's just one of those things - that's all. It will happen in its own good time.
On the upside all sorts of stuff is happening tomorrow - most of my scanners are arriving alongside my monitors but alas not my main scanner nor the PC to drive them. Hopefully the PC will be here early next week and the remainder of the equipment is due this week. Lord alone knows how it is all going to fit in my office - I think I know. I will have to do some serious thinking about how I can achieve it.
I've ordered my business cards (which don't have an address on them) and I need to set up my email accounts. I also need to sort out my trading address. It's all good fun.
That's the thing, having fun and enjoying it. I'm trying to keep it all light even the disappointment of the bed didn't make me angry - it's just one of those things - that's all. It will happen in its own good time.
Watching My Savings ....
Oh dear, well I've almost finally spent up just a bit more to go now and the business can get going. I've spent so much money in the past week that I've depleted my savings to a ridiculous amount. I can hardly believe it but I knew I'd be spending this money sooner or later so it was in the plan but it is still breath taking when you see your savings halve in a week :-) Having said that - it isn't really true as I have other money to inject into my day to day account... :-)
So I now have a massively powerful PC on it's way with 16GB RAM and 2TB hard drive. Add o that two huge 27" monitors, An A3 flatbed scanner and printer combo, a photo scanner that does 50 photos a minute, another scanner that does the slides and negatives and another printer that also scans but prints DVDs, Blu Rays and CDs and the VHS to DVD system is here already :-) The VOIP phone system is in and working with its non geographic code number (so I can move anywhere and not worry about taking a local code or having to change phones). Software has arrived and transfer kits, cleaning equipment, there are magnifiers and all sorts of items for cleaning and keeping clean negatives, slides etc.
My mattress arrived last night by the looks of it and they left it by the side of the house but with no note so that I could bring it in. It rained overnight and when I took out the bins it was there!!! You'd have thought they would have at least left a note... I think it is OK as it is vacuum packed and has double bagging.
Flocky will help me erect the bed later on when he gets back from work. He is now in the final throes of moving in and so we have a room full of boxes and stuff to go straight up to the attic. We are getting there gradually.
So I now have a massively powerful PC on it's way with 16GB RAM and 2TB hard drive. Add o that two huge 27" monitors, An A3 flatbed scanner and printer combo, a photo scanner that does 50 photos a minute, another scanner that does the slides and negatives and another printer that also scans but prints DVDs, Blu Rays and CDs and the VHS to DVD system is here already :-) The VOIP phone system is in and working with its non geographic code number (so I can move anywhere and not worry about taking a local code or having to change phones). Software has arrived and transfer kits, cleaning equipment, there are magnifiers and all sorts of items for cleaning and keeping clean negatives, slides etc.
My mattress arrived last night by the looks of it and they left it by the side of the house but with no note so that I could bring it in. It rained overnight and when I took out the bins it was there!!! You'd have thought they would have at least left a note... I think it is OK as it is vacuum packed and has double bagging.
Flocky will help me erect the bed later on when he gets back from work. He is now in the final throes of moving in and so we have a room full of boxes and stuff to go straight up to the attic. We are getting there gradually.
Monday, February 17, 2014
Now The Hard Work Begins
Well I say hard work but in reality I've done a lot of the thinking and just need to work out somehow what I am finally going to do. By that I mean I have lots of options and thoughts about how the business should be set up and constructed. I'd like to be able to make decisions on things like pricing and sales discounts etc. I want to make sure that I set realistic selling prices that are attractive and that make good commercial sense for the customers and for me.
There are wording of web sites and brochures and how to structure the pricing matrix and so on. Then there is the email to set up and so on. It's all coming together and bit by bit, I am going to get there. Somethings need to be in place before others and so I'm working on putting telephones, web hosting and email into place as soon as possible. Equipment needs to be here for me to practice on and to check that my pricing is accurate as most of this is based on competitor pricing and not on a lot else.
Then there's the sales and marketing to be done too. So much to do and it all really gets started this week.
There are wording of web sites and brochures and how to structure the pricing matrix and so on. Then there is the email to set up and so on. It's all coming together and bit by bit, I am going to get there. Somethings need to be in place before others and so I'm working on putting telephones, web hosting and email into place as soon as possible. Equipment needs to be here for me to practice on and to check that my pricing is accurate as most of this is based on competitor pricing and not on a lot else.
Then there's the sales and marketing to be done too. So much to do and it all really gets started this week.
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Large Glowing Orb In The Sky...
After a long time where the rain has pounded us and flooded great swathes of the country we had a sunny day with blue skies and I determined to take myself out as I know I'm going to be in most of this week awaiting orders to be delivered.
It was lovely, really pleasant I have to say and the pictures feature below. I really like it around here, the people are nice and the whole place appeals to me. It feels "right". My mum, bless her, sent me a moving in present, which I will use for my bed and sheets and stuff. I kind of liked the way she said that she was so glad that I was so positive and forward looking. I think perhaps there isn't any other way to be really. I manage quite well on my own although I do like company. Today I was mainly on my own and spent some time walking the local area, across the railway tracks and over to the shops then via Otford Palace and to the village itself and had a few drinks. Came back here and fell asleep :-) I may actually take myself off early tonight as I have been going to bed late and getting up early all week.
My office is slightly cluttered and I still need to do some organising to make all the new equipment fit.
It is a combination of having so much stuff but no shelf space available. I will make sure that I organise it properly in the future. I haven't sorted out a routine yet of course until the equipment arrives and I can then give it my full attention.
At least today I was able to buy some stamps and some envelopes so I'm partially able to do any admin that can't be done online now.
It was lovely, really pleasant I have to say and the pictures feature below. I really like it around here, the people are nice and the whole place appeals to me. It feels "right". My mum, bless her, sent me a moving in present, which I will use for my bed and sheets and stuff. I kind of liked the way she said that she was so glad that I was so positive and forward looking. I think perhaps there isn't any other way to be really. I manage quite well on my own although I do like company. Today I was mainly on my own and spent some time walking the local area, across the railway tracks and over to the shops then via Otford Palace and to the village itself and had a few drinks. Came back here and fell asleep :-) I may actually take myself off early tonight as I have been going to bed late and getting up early all week.
My office is slightly cluttered and I still need to do some organising to make all the new equipment fit.
It is a combination of having so much stuff but no shelf space available. I will make sure that I organise it properly in the future. I haven't sorted out a routine yet of course until the equipment arrives and I can then give it my full attention.
At least today I was able to buy some stamps and some envelopes so I'm partially able to do any admin that can't be done online now.
This is Otford Palace
The View back towards the shops
A Closer View of Otford Palace
One of the old houses on the green overlooking the Duck Pond
Lovely house on the green overlooking the Duck Pond
Saint Bartholomew's Church
The Woodman in the background and a Georgian Style house to the Right
The view towards the Crown overlooking the Duck Pond Rounadabout
And a slightly different view
Inside the Crown PH with the Old Fireplace
The Duck Pond from the Pharmacy on the Roundabout
My reward for enjoying my walk.....
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Saturday Night In
I think that was good to have an evening in on my own. I watched the film Avatar - it's quite good on my PC surround sound. Had a glass or two of red wine - also quite nice. Breaking in my new walking trainer shoe things and thinking about work.
I think if it is nice tomorrow I ought to go for a walk around the place and see what's around the local area. There wont be any deliveries to cope with so perhaps a walk to the local shops and I can wander over to the village as well and grab a beer or something and then wander back here. Hopefully the weather is meant to be much nicer tomorrow.
Could do with getting out of the place I have to be around to have deliveries next week. The week after too as I have some of the more expensive equipment arriving and I need to be in for that. So I could be "trapped" in the house for a while. Flocky has to move quite a bit more in next week as well so it's all go.
I think if it is nice tomorrow I ought to go for a walk around the place and see what's around the local area. There wont be any deliveries to cope with so perhaps a walk to the local shops and I can wander over to the village as well and grab a beer or something and then wander back here. Hopefully the weather is meant to be much nicer tomorrow.
Could do with getting out of the place I have to be around to have deliveries next week. The week after too as I have some of the more expensive equipment arriving and I need to be in for that. So I could be "trapped" in the house for a while. Flocky has to move quite a bit more in next week as well so it's all go.
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