I thought it would be an easy thing to do, back up the blog, turn it into a record of the times but it has actually not done that I feel quite disturbed by it all. I am certainly going to give it a rest for a while. It wakes up some deep dark area of my mind (and body) which had been stored away and it disturbed my sleeping pattern and my day-to-day activities, it even makes my food taste bland and so it has to stop and those memories need to go away from whence they came - perhaps another day I can do some more work on them but for now, I really don't need the mental turmoil that's being conjured u.
This stuff is all in the past and so cannot hurt me, it's all done and dusted but they way people treated me when I was seriously ill triggered the reaction and as I said previously I imagine Karma has dealt with them properly over the years.
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