Well it was great to meet up for breakfast. Nice to hear both of our stories although not much good news rally is there? I think we both felt a shift in the atmosphere with the goings on politically and economically and it was interesting to see my friend's reaction to my descent into the darkness experience.
It's not just the one thing I think we both agreed, it's a number of things added together that contribute to me feeling low. Sure, the business is one thing but there's other contributory factors too. Stuff isn't going "particularly well" I think they say in modern parlance.
It is always good to get a balanced review of your situation and apparently I should have rung earlier and I knew that but you don't do that much or at least I don't.
I am mentally exhausted though and need a rest. Not much of that incoming in the next two weeks but after that, perhaps I can just take a break and then see where we go from there. I'd feel a lot better if I could raise my game and achieve some stuff but whilst I did yesterday, it was only for a day and I need to devise some way of a daily advancement to get things to improve. Not easy for someone like me to do really.
I know the answers but implementing them and holding the discipline to do them, well, that's a different matter altogether.
Bottom line is that it isn't just the business cr@p that's dragging me down it's other stuff too. I'm just not dealing with it very well that's all. The biggest rut you have to get out of is the rut you're in.
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