It's fair to say that this whole episode has worn me down and it isn't just that, there are other factors at play including frustration with myself that I didn't get things done when I should have that other stuff has taken a back seat and so on. It is all very annoying as it adds weight to my mind when I want a blank or at least clear head.
I need a break and I need it soon. I am sure I can fit it in but I have 4 days worth of activities in the next 5 days to get through first and then, perhaps, I can take stock. It is always a crazy time of year and I need to make a decision on all sorts of things some trivial in nature and some more serious.
I am seriously considering some sort of retreat or perhaps counselling, I would welcome the rest and I know what is wrong I am just not facing up to it which is why I might need it. Facing your demons is a way of thinking about it I suppose?
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