Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Not what I expected

It's one of those very strange moments where everyone has warned you how someone looks and you fear the worst but in effect, it isn't as bad in some-ways as you thought but in others it is.  My dad looked like my dad, he was thin and he is looking very old now but it was still my dad.  He is though getting quite annoyed.  Annoyed at no one knowing what is wrong with him and just being helpless.  He's not really been helpless and at the moment it is distressing to see how much nursing assistance he needs.  He has some moments of fun but you're never quite sure if he is being sarcastic, ironic or annoyed and showing it.


He has been moved to a ward that should be able to deal with him a bit better than the previous one.  The problem is that we can't actually find out what is going on as the professionals come around in the morning and speak to dad and by the time we have arrived he has forgotten what was said or has confused it with what they were saying to the chap in the bed next door to him.


Back again in a few hours - these are long days as dad goes in and out of sleep and he talks quietly in a noisy place and so gets angry when you don't understand what he is saying.  

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