Sometimes you can do really well and forget that there is anything wrong with you but it doesn't last long. I think about my condition every-time:
- I go to the toilet
- I eat anything
- I drink anything
- I exercise
- I see anything that might remind me (Cancer Research leaflet/advert etc)
- I see this site
- I log on to some other site
- I have nothing better to think or do :-)
It is the other side of having something like cancer that perhaps I didn't appreciate when I didn't have it. It is always with you and you are cautious and concerned - I know that I think twice about doing things. Strange as that may seem, it is a little defence mechanism and makes sure that you stop and think more often than you used to.
Anyway, there you have it, a strange observation you may think but one that is always there accompanying you.
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