I'll be elsewhere - hopefully exploring the surroundings and out of this mad house. It feels like (but I know it isn't ) that everyone is on my case this weekend. My office is full of cr@p and odd cardboard boxes etc. I can hardly move. I've come downstairs but A and her friends are next door making a noise so went my office where Mrs. F and L are now clearing the boxes out. No peace at all! Nightmare so I've come downstairs with my laptop and switched on the TV and will just hide here for the afternoon - or try to and distract myself.
Write my blog, go and moan to my journal and get ready for tomorrow as I am going to pack then when nobody is around and today feels bad. I can also bring stuff downstairs ready to go on Tuesday. I can disconnect the main computers and stuff too.
I have to say that I do feel pretty low and a little sick in my stomach today again. I'm sure I will feel similar tomorrow and Tuesday as well. At least tomorrow I will be busy all day. On Tuesday I foresee that I will be excited and sad at the same time. I hope that I will find it an enjoyable time and that challenges are there but to be enjoyed. I'm bound to have forgotten something or need something but there's Sainsburys up the road and it's not as if it will be life threatening.
I can only hope that once I've moved and got over the trauma of that - things will steadily get better. Hope so.
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